"My husband is 59 years old, and
he’s always been a very mild-mannered man.He doesn’t
do rash things.He doesn’t overreact. He isn’t passionate about anything except his
work, and even that doesn’t send him over the edge.He doesn’t fly off the handle and doesn’t
throw a tantrum when he doesn’t get his way.I love him for his ability to be steady, to
be a port in a storm, to be bedrock
in all things. I didn’t
appreciate that ability when we were first married, and was frustrated that my
mild-mannered military man lacked the zeal of other paramours.Being young, I thought that vivid exhibits of
exuberance and continuous chants of wonderful words and silky sentences were
equivalent to love. Among my friends, I’ve seen those displays of devotion and heated words of love turn
to ash and drift away.I’ve been a
shoulder to many women whose marriages have failed for whatever reason, and I
learned to appreciate who Patrick is.
Maybe I took
it all for granted.Maybe because we’d
known each other since third grade, there was no need for the peacock feathers.Maybe because I believed that Patrick was
incapable of passion, I never had any reason to worry about him."
A/N: I certainly hope this burst of creative activity will lend itself to an unfinished fic, or heaven forbid, book 2 of Nightingales or Blade Dancer.But the muse will do as she pleases, and y'all know I'm gonna obey her.
I like how you keep switching perspectives.
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